Dream 1 3/18/2012

What does it mean to have a dream about someone from high school that you were not close to whom hangs themselves in your husband's clinic? I had a dream about a guy name Brett. We went to my first high school together. We were not close friends. We shared a class or two together. I admired him from a distance for his speed in running. I did find him attractive but never let him know either one. I had not seen him since moving from my hometown and met up with him again along with his wife at my 15yr class reunion. The last contact we had was a couple months ago when I congratulated him for adding a profile picture on Facebook. Why am I dreaming about him? Why am I dreaming that he hangs himself in my husband's clinic. As soon as I realized it was him I freaked out and continued to say "NO" over and over again and cried hysterically. I ran to him, held him unable to believe what he had done. He was being wheeled out on a gurney and I was crying on his shoulder holding him asking why he had done it. I looked up at him and he began to speak. I realized he was alive and had not died. I was now speaking of someone else that had died but cannot recall who it was. What does it all mean?

As soon as I awake, showered, dressed and ready to go to breakfast I jumped on Facebook to check Brett's Facebook page. From what I read he is fine and see that his birthday is coming up on the 24th. Should I message him and ask how he is doing? Should I share my dream with him? Hmmm

Block

I feel like once again I have a mental block. I go through these times of having lots of write and those other times with nothing to say. I spend my days thinking a lot. I have the perfect words but if I do not write them down they go away just as quickly as they came to mind. How many of you experience that same thing?