Life's Surprises

Life brings on many surprises; some we can't quite comprehend. Life seems grand, nothing can go wrong. One day it's all gone. Life can bring happiness also tears of sadness. Does anyone truly know the meaning of life? Is it many things, different for each individual or could it be one single thing? If someone knows I wish they'd tell me. I can't make up my mind about life nor can I understand. So many things I wish I could change, so many different places I've wanted to be. I want to go away, find my inner peace, find what I've been searching for; although I can't figure out exactly what that might be. I want to find happiness in this life I'm leading. Can it be found in something or someone? I can't find it. I feel lost. I've lost my sense of direction. I need help to find it. Will someone come along soon to possibly show me the way? When I think about it, I need to do this for myself, therefore it should be done myself. I'll be fine as long as no one tries to step in my way trying to discover the find. I need to bring my inner peace and discover the happiness I so much deserve and desperately need.